Hallo und Willkommen to the Society of the Crazed...

I don't really have any big plans for this site yet, I do have a general vision but nothing concrete. It'll change as I go along I suppose, as I myself seem to change. I figure I'll just take it as it comes the same way I do life. Don't make plans and never count on anything, because it will always end in disappointment. And that my friends is my motto. Embrace it. Anyway go ahead and take a look around. Just keep in mind that this is my world and you don't have to live here...be very thankful.

I decided that’s exactly what must have happened to me on May 5, 2003 when I landed in this pit of a town. This place is truly a nightmare with the heat and the “people” (using that term loosely) that aimlessly wander, and I do mean wander, around the streets here. They seem to not notice that there is anyone but themselves around and they only care about what they want.

I can’t seem to form any more coherent thoughts right now I’m so…something. Maybe I’ll come back later and fix this post up.

Have you ever?

October 14, 2014

Have you ever had someone just literally shrug off your feelings? I’m talking physically shrug their shoulders after you’ve told them something that you’re feeling, something that is hurting you? It’s like they want to make sure that you know that your feelings and that you as a person are not important enough to matter. Yeah, it’s kinda cold and a big fuck you for sure. :cry:

UPDATE on My Realm

October 11, 2014

I made a post on February 27, 2011 showing my desk where I spend the majority of my downtime. Well it’s changed in 3 years and I thought I’d post a new picture showing what my realm looks like now. You can see the recent additions of Oscar the Cat and my Blood Picture. Enjoy!


And here is my desk setup circa 2000ish. Apparently I never thought about wire control. What a mess!:


And this is my original setup from back in 1995/1996. If I’m remembering correctly, this comp was a Micron with a dial-up modem and a zip drive! And sorry for the crappy quality of the picture, I think I used one of those cheap disposable cameras:


You’ve Got A Friend

October 5, 2014

This is my friend, Hanging Harry. We get along so well and think alike on everything.

I think we’ll be friends till the end! ;)


New Art Project

September 21, 2014

So I got creative for about 5 minutes and this is what I came up with. I like it. It will go well with my newest hobby of collecting weapons and things that could potentially be weapons. I am amassing a strange little arsenal that I could (at this point in my life) cheerfully use to inflict damage and pain on others.

Anyway, back to my picture. I was in a store about a week ago and found myself drawn to the Halloween display aisle. Now I’ve never been particularly fond of Halloween, as a kid I think I stopped dressing up and going trick or treating when I was 7 or 8. Something about it just seemed wrong to me and I didn’t like it. I don’t object to Halloween in any way, I just don’t want to personally take part in it. That means that as an adult I don’t buy candy and encourage the local hooligans to come begging. Lights off and blinds drawn is how I spend that night. But I saw these decals and grabbed them without any plan for their use at the time. Then a couple days later I saw this frame that I had shoved into the back of my closet and got an idea. It’s now sitting on my desk where I can gaze at it often and dream. My interior design tastes have certainly taken a turn in the last several years.

And I’m okay with the direction my inner self is going in lately…very satisfying.

Quote Of The Day

“Quoting, like smoking, is a dirty habit to which I am devoted. ”
-- Carolyn Heilbrun


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