Hallo und Willkommen to the Society of the Crazed...

I don't really have any big plans for this site yet, I do have a general vision but nothing concrete. It'll change as I go along I suppose, as I myself seem to change. I figure I'll just take it as it comes the same way I do life. Don't make plans and never count on anything, because it will always end in disappointment. And that my friends is my motto. Embrace it. Anyway go ahead and take a look around. Just keep in mind that this is my world and you don't have to live here...be very thankful.

Have you ever?

October 14, 2014

Have you ever had someone just literally shrug off your feelings? I’m talking physically shrug their shoulders after you’ve told them something that you’re feeling, something that is hurting you? It’s like they want to make sure that you know that your feelings and that you as a person are not important enough to matter. Yeah, it’s kinda cold and a big fuck you for sure. :cry:

UPDATE on My Realm

October 11, 2014

I made a post on February 27, 2011 showing my desk where I spend the majority of my downtime. Well it’s changed in 3 years and I thought I’d post a new picture showing what my realm looks like now. You can see the recent additions of Oscar the Cat and my Blood Picture. Enjoy!


You’ve Got A Friend

October 5, 2014

This is my friend, Hanging Harry. We get along so well and think alike on everything.

I think we’ll be friends till the end! ;)


New Art Project

September 21, 2014

So I got creative for about 5 minutes and this is what I came up with. I like it. It will go well with my newest hobby of collecting weapons and things that could potentially be weapons. I am amassing a strange little arsenal that I could (at this point in my life) cheerfully use to inflict damage and pain on others.

Anyway, back to my picture. I was in a store about a week ago and found myself drawn to the Halloween display aisle. Now I’ve never been particularly fond of Halloween, as a kid I think I stopped dressing up and going trick or treating when I was 7 or 8. Something about it just seemed wrong to me and I didn’t like it. I don’t object to Halloween in any way, I just don’t want to personally take part in it. That means that as an adult I don’t buy candy and encourage the local hooligans to come begging. Lights off and blinds drawn is how I spend that night. But I saw these decals and grabbed them without any plan for their use at the time. Then a couple days later I saw this frame that I had shoved into the back of my closet and got an idea. It’s now sitting on my desk where I can gaze at it often and dream. My interior design tastes have certainly taken a turn in the last several years.

And I’m okay with the direction my inner self is going in lately…very satisfying.

His name is Oscar and he’s really easy going and low maintenance. I love him.


Quote Of The Day

“From deep inside the tears that
Im forced to cry,
From deep inside the pain
I chose to hide”


Twisted Visions