Archive for October, 2006


Guilty until you’re proven innocent,
I’m sorry but you’ve sealed your own fate.
Guity until you’re proven innocent,
Guilty because you turned away.

resentment…anger…self-loathing…intense dislike (don’t want to admit to hate) for people. I can’t fucking wait for the time that I can disappear for good. The proverbial light at the end of my tunnel if you will.

I’m currently putting a plan into action where I will be able to just go off by myself to pretty much anywhere I choose and not have to be bothered or be a bother to anyone anymore. I can’t live as a “sometimes” for anybody and there will be a point where I won’t have to ever again. They bother when it suits them…FUCK THAT! If you can’t be there for me when I really need you to be then don’t feel obligated to bother at all. ‘Kay?

That’s the point I’m at and it sort of disgusts and saddens me that I feel that way. But what can you do, we’re all out for ourselves and that includes me.

Quote Of The Day


“Fuck me in the brain.
You fucking little cunts,
You're driving me insane.”

Twisted Visions

Part Deux