Muted Lunacy

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Wish I would have felt I’d won…for once.

What do you do when all your enemies are friends?

I am a self-abuser, self-mutilator, self-harmer. Whatever label you give my behaviour, I use a razor blade as a coping strategy. The first time I cut myself, I was 15. My life had been shattered by the bullying I experienced at school. Most of the taunts were related to my acne - I was known [...]

Don’t answer calls - You’ll desire nothing as much as murdering them verbally.
Don’t let anyone get near you - You’d love nothing more but to beat the shit outta them.
Don’t respond to online posts - You’d likely ridicule posts for the sake of pure hatred.
Don’t write poetry - You’d transform it into life.
Don’t read good [...]