I finally got my gravatar working properly. I couldn’t figure out what was wrong until I realized it was just a setting here on my WordPress installation. Okay so I feel stupid now, BUT IT’S FINALLY WORKING!!!!!

Especially when it’s done by family. Okay so the “whine du jour” happened yesterday, bear with me as I’m sure most will think it’s petty but to me it’s just another thing on top of all the others. Another hint that my sister does not get it.

So after I got out of work yesterday I had to run down to the reservation (about 5 miles PAST my house) for cigarettes for me and mom and I also had to go to the store for a few things including milk. At about 10:30 am my cell phone rang and it was my sister leaving a voice mail that she was going down to the house and would stop and get us milk thus saving me a trip after work. Now this is a nice gesture in itself and to be fair she at that time was not aware of the other things I needed to get so that meant I STILL had to do all the other running around. Okay fine…whatever.

Then about noon my phone rings again and as I was on a break and saw the call was again from my sister’s cell I answered it thinking that mom had told her about the other things I needed and that they were going to go out (instead of just sitting around the house) and get them for me, something I truly would have appreciated. But in reality’s cruel way it was just mom calling to tell me that after my sister got there she remembered the rest of the list and she was sorry that I still had to run errands and by the way could I add a few things to the list I already had?

The upshot is this…would it have killed my sister to say to mom that they would go and run the errands since neither one of them does anything all day anyway. No it wouldn’t have but still she didn’t want to put herself out, and mom didn’t feel comfortable asking her. That’s a fucking pathetic situation. It would have taken them no time at all whereas I (after working all day) have to fight the afternoon traffic and all the other people who are shopping after work. And I would have been thrilled.

Anyway, that’s it. I just have to hold on to my dream future where I can leave all people behind and just think about myself.

In my never-ending quest for the perfect look for my site, I am once again trying a new layout. I don’t know why I constantly feel the need to do this, but I do so I guess I have to give in to it. I originally started this layout for another site I’m currently working on and somehow it got moved over here to Muted Lunacy. I like it a lot but it probably won’t stay forever. And now I have to come up with a new look for the other site to boot. It never ends I tell ya!

My ultimate plan would be to come up with themes of my own completely from scratch, but for now all I’m capable of doing is modified someone else’s themes. So for now I need to content myself with that. Hopefully someday when my “Plans for Financial and Personal Freedom” come to fruition I’ll be able to devote the time required to learn all I need to know about theme making.