Muted Lunacy

I heard from an old friend today (yeah I to am amazed that I still have friends!). It’s made me more homesick than ever before. I think that’s a BIG part of my current state of mind…I hate the town (and state) I’m living in to such an extent that I can’t even put it into words anymore. I know people must be thinking that if it’s that bad here why don’t I just leave. Because right now I can’t, plain and simple. But know this, when the time comes I will be gone. Without a second thought or a backward glance. I just wish I had a clue as to when that might be.