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FUCK EVERYONE!

By No One on August 22, 2006 in In Her Own Mad Mind

I am so fucking sick and tired of being squelched because of other people. Strangers. I get ragged on because I don’t share my feelings, but when I do and get into it I get told to keep it down (shhhhhhhh) because of the neighbors. They might hear us. SO WHAT!!!!!!!! Why is everyone else in the world better than me? And if you do feel that they deserve more respect and consideration why the fuck do you bother with me? Please just leave me alone.

If you don’t like me, then don’t bother with me at all. And I’ll gladly return the favor.

Essays
- Sometimes I Felt Nothing, Those Were The Worst Times
  I am a self-abuser, self-mutilator, self-harmer. Whatever label you give my behaviour, I use a razor blade as a coping strategy. The first time I cut myself, I was 15. My life had been shattered by the bullying I experienced at school. Most of the taunts were related to my acne – I was known [read more...]
- Suicide
  I’m about to take up a position which is going to be deemed by some, if not all, as a terrible stand to take. As a matter of fact, if anyone were to agree with me on the subject, I’d be surprised. For you see, rather than arguing from the position of suicide being an [read more...]
- Top 5 Things Every Extrovert Should Know About Introverts
  First off, there are those who are reading this who might not know which camp they fall into, the extrovert or the introvert. Chances are, the majority of those reading this will know, but for those who don’t, let’s define those two terms here very broadly. Extroverts tend to be those who are more energized [read more...]
- Emotional Abuse and Motherhood
  By nature, women generally have instinctive needs to raise and nurture children. The fulfillment of these needs is natural and healthy. Emotional abuse occurs only when the mother attempts to use the child or teen to fulfill needs which are not consistent with those of an emotionally healthy adult. Emotional abuse occurs, in other words, [read more...]

Alone Time

“Alone Time” Total For 2011
There are 8,760 hours in a year and in the year of 2010 I was alone for exactly…I’m not sure, I didn’t bother to keep track this year. I know I had MAYBE a couple hours in early October but that was it. I don’t know if I’ll even bother with this for next year, [read more...]
“Alone Time” Total For 2010
There are 8,760 hours in a year and in the year of 2010 I was alone for exactly 5 hours and 56 minutes. I’m already dead…when will I get smart enough to just lie down? Why am I so unimportant to the people who supposedly love me?
May 2010
Sunday May 9, 2010 – 10:40am – 4:36pm = 5 hours and 56 minutes. It’s been a year since my last alone time…my how time flies when you’re having fun. Spent the majority of the time sleeping in my chair. Will i ever remember how to enjoy? I have a feeling that this will be [read more...]

Useless Babble

Oops!
Somewhere between upgrading and server house cleaning I seem to have lost my images. I’ll slowly be getting them back up here and will eventually get it done. Just need to find the time.
Yeah Yeah, I know
Another style change here at Muted Lunacy. Whatever, right? Sorry but I just can’t seem to settle.
Gothic Twitch
My Gothic Twitch site is now officially open! Since I decided I wanted to keep Muted Lunacy as a simple blog dedicated to one aspect of my life I moved some sections such as The Book Nook, The Screening Room and The Recipe Box over to Gothic Twitch. The Video Vault did not make the [read more...]