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Here we go again

By No One on August 13, 2007 in In Her Own Mad Mind

Another Monday morning and the familiar feeling of dread that it brings is here. Any bets on how many times I’ll cry today? Or experience that internal fit of rage? Or want to explode? Or want to hurt myself or even someone else? Or run away screaming, or just scream?

I don’t know either, but I’ll see if I can keep count.

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I am a self-abuser, self-mutilator, self-harmer. Whatever label you give my behaviour, I use a razor blade as a coping strategy. The first time I cut myself, I was 15. My life had been shattered by the bullying I experienced at school. Most of the taunts were related to my acne – I was known [read more...]

Suicide

I’m about to take up a position which is going to be deemed by some, if not all, as a terrible stand to take. As a matter of fact, if anyone were to agree with me on the subject, I’d be surprised. For you see, rather than arguing from the position of suicide being an [read more...]

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Alone Time

“Alone Time” Total For 2011

There are 8,760 hours in a year and in the year of 2010 I was alone for exactly…I’m not sure, I didn’t bother to keep track this year. I know I had MAYBE a couple hours in early October but that was it. I don’t know if I’ll even bother with this for next year, [read more...]

“Alone Time” Total For 2010

There are 8,760 hours in a year and in the year of 2010 I was alone for exactly 5 hours and 56 minutes. I’m already dead…when will I get smart enough to just lie down? Why am I so unimportant to the people who supposedly love me?

May 2010

Sunday May 9, 2010 – 10:40am – 4:36pm = 5 hours and 56 minutes. It’s been a year since my last alone time…my how time flies when you’re having fun. Spent the majority of the time sleeping in my chair. Will i ever remember how to enjoy? I have a feeling that this will be [read more...]

Useless Babble

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Somewhere between upgrading and server house cleaning I seem to have lost my images. I’ll slowly be getting them back up here and will eventually get it done. Just need to find the time.

Yeah Yeah, I know

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