Dear God, I’m writing this letter to you,
Cause I don’t have a clue, can you help me?
I’m sitting here, simply trying to figure out,
What my life’s all about, can you tell me?
I never wanted to be, the person you see,
Can you tell me who I am?
I always wanted to die, but you kept me here alive,
Can you tell me who I am?
I lie awake conducting this symphony,
That you have gifted to me, I can’t ever sleep,
Don’t be mad, but I get weak inside,
And I start to fall apart, cause I feel nothing,
I never wanted to be, some kind of comic relief,
Please show me who I am,
I’ve been tortured and scorned, since the day that I was born,
But I don’t know who I am,
And I thank you man for everything,
Sorry I’m so frightened about all of it, but I wish I could give you more,
And all the lights are shining down on me, and I feel intimated by it all,
I never wanted to be, the person you see, but thank you,
Oh God please tell me now, are you disappointed? are you proud?
Haven’t I done everything, everything,
I’m so sorry I’m so weak, and I turned into a freak,
But I don’t know anything, anything,
I’ve lost all self-esteem, my baby and everything and I feel nothing, nothing,
Oh god please tell me now,
Oh god please tell me now, cause I feel nothing,
And dear God I’m writing this letter to you,
I am coming unglued, please help me…
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