Muted Lunacy

Hallo und Willkommen to the Society of the Crazed...

I don't really have any big plans for this site yet, I do have a general vision but nothing concrete. It'll change as I go along I suppose, as I myself seem to change. I figure I'll just take it as it comes the same way I do life. Don't make plans and never count on anything, because it will always end in disappointment. And that my friends is my motto. Embrace it. Anyway go ahead and take a look around. Just keep in mind that this is my world and you don't have to live here...be very thankful.

A new take on an old rhyme

November 23, 2011

Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words can break my heart.

By No One in In Her Own Mad Mind

Please

November 4, 2011

Don’t confront me with my failures…I have not forgotten them.

By No One in In Her Own Mad Mind

This Is My Last Resort

October 12, 2011

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation, No breathing
Don’t give a fuck
If I cut my arm bleeding
This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I’ve reached my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don’t give a fuck
If I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding?

Would it be wrong, Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I’m contemplating suicide

‘Cause I’m losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine

I never realized, I was spread too thin
Till it was too late and I was empty within
Hungry feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin

It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself and no love for another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

‘Cause I’m losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine

Nothing’s alright, nothing is fine
I’m running and I’m crying
I’m crying, I’m crying, I’m crying I’m crying
I can’t go on living this way

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation, no, no breathing
Don’t give a fuck
If I cut my arm bleeding

Would it be wrong, Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I’m contemplating suicide

‘Cause I’m losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine

Nothing’s alright, nothing is fine
I’m running and I’m crying
I can’t go on living this way
Can’t go on, living this way
Nothing’s all right

Last Resort by Papa Roach

By No One in In Her Own Mad Mind

Essays

Sometimes I Felt Nothing, Those Were The Worst Times

I am a self-abuser, self-mutilator, self-harmer. Whatever label you give my behaviour, I use a razor blade as a coping strategy. The first time I cut myself, I was 15. My life had been shattered by the bullying I experienced at school. Most of the taunts were related to my acne – I was known [read more...]

Top 5 Things Every Extrovert Should Know About Introverts

First off, there are those who are reading this who might not know which camp they fall into, the extrovert or the introvert. Chances are, the majority of those reading this will know, but for those who don’t, let’s define those two terms here very broadly. Extroverts tend to be those who are more energized [read more...]

Suicide

I’m about to take up a position which is going to be deemed by some, if not all, as a terrible stand to take. As a matter of fact, if anyone were to agree with me on the subject, I’d be surprised. For you see, rather than arguing from the position of suicide being an [read more...]

Emotional Abuse and Motherhood

By nature, women generally have instinctive needs to raise and nurture children. The fulfillment of these needs is natural and healthy. Emotional abuse occurs only when the mother attempts to use the child or teen to fulfill needs which are not consistent with those of an emotionally healthy adult. Emotional abuse occurs, in other words, [read more...]

Alone Time

“Alone Time” Total For 2011

There are 8,760 hours in a year and in the year of 2010 I was alone for exactly…I’m not sure, I didn’t bother to keep track this year. I know I had MAYBE a couple hours in early October but that was it. I don’t know if I’ll even bother with this for next year, [read more...]

“Alone Time” Total For 2010

There are 8,760 hours in a year and in the year of 2010 I was alone for exactly 5 hours and 56 minutes. I’m already dead…when will I get smart enough to just lie down? Why am I so unimportant to the people who supposedly love me?

May 2010

Sunday May 9, 2010 – 10:40am – 4:36pm = 5 hours and 56 minutes. It’s been a year since my last alone time…my how time flies when you’re having fun. Spent the majority of the time sleeping in my chair. Will i ever remember how to enjoy? I have a feeling that this will be [read more...]

Useless Babble

Oops!

Somewhere between upgrading and server house cleaning I seem to have lost my images. I’ll slowly be getting them back up here and will eventually get it done. Just need to find the time.

Yeah Yeah, I know

Another style change here at Muted Lunacy. Whatever, right? Sorry but I just can’t seem to settle.

Gothic Twitch

My Gothic Twitch site is now officially open! Since I decided I wanted to keep Muted Lunacy as a simple blog dedicated to one aspect of my life I moved some sections such as The Book Nook, The Screening Room and The Recipe Box over to Gothic Twitch. The Video Vault did not make the [read more...]

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