Muted Lunacy » sadness

Thought

No One — Sat, 20 Feb 2010 05:47:06 +0000

Happiness comes in moments,
Sadness settles in.

Some new clothes for Muted Lunacy

No One — Mon, 07 Apr 2008 11:29:39 +0000

In my usual “never happy always looking for something different” way, I’m trying a new style here at our little site. When this style was started it was called Sadness but at some point was changed to Echoes. I’ll live with it a while and see how I feel.

Edit: I’ve gone back to the original style. Not sure why.

Where were you? :(

No One — Sun, 02 Mar 2008 21:58:24 +0000

Everytime I’m out of mom’s sight, she has to come looking for me. And when she finds me she always asks “Where were you?”. That pisses me off more than I can say. It’s a small house and anyone with half a brain that knows me, knows I’m not gonna be out anywhere so…where the fuck do you think I am. Seriously.

Deja Vu

No One — Fri, 08 Feb 2008 11:45:09 +0000

So far this year at work we’ve had mandatory overtime more weeks than we haven’t. It looks like 2008 is going to be like 2006 was as far as this is concerned. In 2006 we had mandatory overtime EVERY week for almost the entire year. After a while the one day weekends just aren’t cutting it anymore, ya know? We are tired and they don’t see that and wonder why the stress level is so high. Maybe they’re as stupid as we all apparently are. Granted, the money is good but is a shame that we have to work lots of overtime just to get to a livable wage.

For every person that leaves the company, they hire 1 replacement we’re told. Obviously with how large our backlog is, 1 replacement isn’t enough. Maybe they should hire 2 for every 1 that leaves.

Something has GOT to give.

Re: Re: Re: My big mouth strikes again

No One — Tue, 05 Feb 2008 23:41:52 +0000

Hopefully the last installment of this saga. I finally got the punishment for my “cursing” today. I got a corrective action that will expire in a month. Sounds good right? Well I also lost the bonus that I worked my ass off for last year. That fucking hurt. Four years I’ve been there and not one problem with me and this is what I get. I am so pissed right now I can’t even think straight.

But least I also got my seat moved. Now anytime I look up I’ll look right out the window to the freedom beyond, and hopefully I will not longer suffer the negative physical effects from all the perfume they seem to love to douse themselves in. And I also found out who tattled on me. Another one of the fucking cunt little girls that seem to think they can have things their way. No legitimate experience with the “real world”. Probably grew up being daddy’s little princess and had everyone catering to them. She basically got herself upset over the fact that I said that she “should sit the fuck down and do some work”. If she hadn’t been standing up chatting to her little girlfriends for most of the day it never would have happened.

Ah well, live and learn. Pray for me please…pray that I can keep myself under control at least for the next 30 days.

Re: Re: My big mouth strikes again

No One — Mon, 04 Feb 2008 23:03:35 +0000

Well Monday came and went and I still have not heard what my punishment for my little indescretion will be. Bunch of sadists I tell ya!

Re: My big mouth strikes again

No One — Fri, 01 Feb 2008 23:46:32 +0000

As I posted yesterday I had gotten into a bit of trouble at work and was awaiting my fate. I ended by saying that I hoped I would hear about my punishment today (Friday) so I didn’t blow my whole weekend. Well no such luck. I waited all day and heard NOTHING. I think my boss left early and that’s why I’m left hanging. This really blows. I have to go in tomorrow for mandatory overtime but I doubt I’ll hear anything then. Hope they get their act together and put me out of my misery on Monday. It’s a waiting game I guess.

My big mouth strikes again

No One — Thu, 31 Jan 2008 23:41:04 +0000

My big mouth and my temper have gotten me in trouble again at work. Possibly fired this time. Hopefully I’ll find out my fate tomorrow. The deal is this…I am highly frustrated and when I get super stressed I tend to curse. Sometimes a little too loudly. Apparently I did it again the other day and some super sensitive and assinine little shit went and cried to daddy about it. Fucking little pussy. Grow the fuck up I say. But as the boss had previously spoken to me last September about this very issue, he has no choice this time but to take it to HR. I guess if I’m lucky I’ll just get written up. Of course if that happens I know I’ve screwed myself out of the work at home deal…IF they do actually implement it this year. I’ve been waiting 2 years now for it and that is part of my frustration at work. I can’t stand the goings on there. I’m there to work, not socialize and make buddies. They sure better let me know tomorrow and not fuck up my weekend (which is already fucked because they are making us work overtime).

I went through this getting-in-trouble-for-cursing thing back east too. That (and that pesky little knife incident) got me sent for evaluation and counseling. Thank God I quit before they had the satisfaction of firing me.

And yes I do realize the irony of all the cursing I’ve done in this post. Go tell it to the boss, cause I’m not interested.

On the homefront :(

No One — Tue, 29 Jan 2008 22:54:48 +0000

More sad news from back home. Another aunt of mine is gone. Apparently she had a brain aneurysm that burst and she was in a coma for several hours before she died. She is the third one of my mother’s siblings to die within a year’s time. One aunt died a year ago this month and my uncle will be gone a year this coming April. Now this. And I can guarantee that this will be another of her sibling’s funerals that my mother won’t get to because I can’t take her and sister won’t. I don’t know what else to say at this point.

Bah Fucking Humbug

No One — Fri, 21 Dec 2007 11:26:00 +0000

Finally feeling better, just exhausted still. But that’s just as much from emotional overload as it is from having been sick. Been busy trying to work up some Christmas spirit but it’s just not there. I didn’t really want anything for Christmas but there were a couple things I wouldn’t have minded getting. Of course they were knocked down by the powers that be. So instead I’m told that I’m getting “a controversial” gift this year. Apparently that means that I’ll like it but I won’t. Okaaaaaay, whateva! Should be interesting I guess. Have to go to my sister’s this year. Hooray. I get one lousy day off and can’t even spend it at home. Instead I have to go up there and be uncomfortable and play at being a family. So yeah…BAH HUMBUG I say.

But to all those who do enjoy the holiday season…Have a safe and happy holiday!

Love,
Mina Scrooge