Sunday May 9, 2010 – 10:40am – 4:36pm = 5 hours and 56 minutes. It’s been a year since my last alone time…my how time flies when you’re having fun. Spent the majority of the time sleeping in my chair. Will i ever remember how to enjoy?

I have a feeling that this will be my last alone time.

Sunday May 10, 2009 – 10:49am – 5:05pm = 6 hours and 16 minutes. Yeah that’s a lot but it needs to be I guess since I probably won’t get anymore time for a year. The sad part is that I don’t know how to enjoy it anymore. I spent most of that precious time dozing off in my chair as I’ve normally been doing. Oh well, I guess I should stop being a petty little bitch for thinking that I’m as important as everyone else. I suck and there’s no point to me.

Tuesday December 9, 2008 – 2:51pm – 5:01pm = 2 hours and 10 minutes. They could have gone on Mom’s birthday which was 2 days earlier and a Sunday but that would have given me about 5 hours to myself and I guess that’s just not allowed.

For the second month in a row I caught a break. My sister decided to take Mom to bingo on Mother’s Day, which being a Sunday gave me a whole 5 hours to myself. And what did I do with it? Not much…as soon as they left I found myself back in my bed where I stayed until just before they came home. Oh well, I haven’t been able to do that in almost 7 years so it was good.

Sunday May 11, 2008 – 11:01am – 4:03pm = 5 hours and 2 minutes.

Mom decided to go by herself today, Sister is preparing for yet ANOTHER fucking trip. Don’t know how long I’ll get exactly.

Sunday September 3. 2006 – 12:54pm – 2:54pm = 2 hours.